so today was good i suppose.. i woke up to loud men talking about guns.. kind of.. and then we had small group. the girls drew names and we made prophetic journals about each other like with cut up magazines and stuff. it was really good they were all pretty much right on.. then we prayed for a 2 hours, i led one of the best sets i’ve ever led.. i wrote a song about how my relationship with God is somewhat like Romeo and Juliet (JULIET, YOU KNOW YOU WANT IT!! -he is legend- have my babiesss) and its a REALLY good song, everyone said they had a great time worshiping.. it was good for me as well. Gods really been speaking to me about coming back to my frist love, (Adam told me that God was bringing me back to my first love..)
then there was this evening.. we had one of the most AMAZING priesthood classes tonight. Kirk taught about depression and how that ties into the jezebel spirit.. that was pretty much my life before ZHOP a after i got out of school i never planned on going back.. (still dont but for other reasons) and the typical day in Maggies life was wake up at 1pm ready for work by 2 work til 10 go out after work, come home at cerfew (12) get online and waste time talking to stupid guys that never planned on caring anything about me for real.. and stay up until 5 in the morning being unproductive.. and wasting time.. then repeat, noot wake up til 1 blah blah blah.. and never ONCE did i even concider the fact that i wanted to sleep so much because i was so depressed.. thats crazy if you think about it..
may the Lord bless you and keep you and cause his face to shine upon you, and be gracious to you..
Maggie
thought of the day; love sometimes means saying goodbye for a while.. but never letting go of hope
